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That's me up there. Don't like me well too bad. So what's up? I'm totally bored out of my mind in this tiny little town I have to call home. If I had my choice I would be living in Janesville, WI, where I used to live. We have a lot of fun up there. Oh yeah I live in Illinois now. In the middle of TONS of corn. That's all I ever see is corn corn corn. It gets so totally boring! The only thing that stops me is....MONEY. Duh. Sure I have a job. It's not like I'm lazy or anything!! I didn't go to college because I don't have enough money. Unfortuately my parents have tons of medical bills that they are trying to pay off. And I'm on my own moneywise. I really don't like my job. I sell cell phones. It really sucks sometimes. I hate dealing with mean people too. MEAN PEOPLE SUCK!!!!!!! Okay so maybe I'm not so nice myself all the time but I can't help it. That's just the freakin way I am. Can't change that I don't think. I'm really trying to figure out who I am too. It's so depressing trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I want to move out of my parents house so bad but I JUST CAN'T AFFORD IT!!! Man money really sucks if you think about it. Except for those rich people who get anything they want and hog it all to themselves!!! It isn't fair. Life isn't fair. I don't understand it and I don't think I want to either. I JUST DON'T KNOW! Another thing I would do if I had money would be travel! I want to see the world. That would be awesome. Mountains are pretty cool. So what am I you ask? What do I believe in?? I would be friend's with just about anyone. I don't know about christians though...they kind of get on my nerves. They are way too judgemental!!! (I was raised christian)

Okay I like being crazy...doing crazy stuff like going to graveyards at night and just walking around. I would basically do anything to have a little fun. Okay well not ANYTHING. I can be shy it depends on what kind of mood I'm in... My moods change frequently. I could be all hyper and loud, then be quiet and depressed. I get depressed a lot. It's so difficult. Life is so frustrating. I don't have a boyfriend right now...actually I prefer being single. I HATE relationships because they always turn out bad for me. I love being friend's with guys. It's so much easier and I can be myself and talk to them about anything. Well if anyone ever reads this PLEASE feel freeee to e-mail me at the address below..somewhere. I have no social life. I need one. I'm going out of my mind. Oh and I love music!! I like mostly alternative and Rock. So what else should I write???? I have no clue. I'm a very rebellious person. I have a real problem with Authority...and I get angry an aweful lot too. I wish I didn't get so angry but I just can't help it. People make me feel like crap and I don't like it! :(

SO WHAT ELSE???? I'm uh...

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I was born on January 16th, 1979..figure out how old I am....From Illinois, USA.

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I don't know...MUSIC. Yeah music. I love music.
Hanging out and being weird..
Movies

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This page was started on December 26th, 1998.